Vacancy

Wanted, looked for, needed, sought,

The life of another can not be bought,

Happy as one, adjusted for two,

Wanting to feel without feeling caught.

Boundaries between fear of being alone

Fear of losing oneself, returning to the zone

Fear of fighting for freedom or turning it down

Is life life without living one’s fears now and then?

When fears are no reason to regard incomplete

A life so exultant the flow of blood’s heat

When society questions my motives I smile

I reply in peace O hell just give me a while.